And.. I'm back again for a quick blurp!

It was a random day and suddenly i thought of reminding myself about my feelings and thoughts presently. Its been ages since i last had my verbal vomits or shared my epiphanies. Looking back once again on my other post dedicated for my ex, GOSH! i was really inspired! I love how i could pen down my thoughts at that moment to capture that emotion. I think it really does speak volumes. Perhaps even more that how a picture speaks a thousand words? 

I love how i can "re-live" and "re-feel" such a special part of my life. Even the icky nasty bits. Somehow having such a recap gives me better insight and in a odd way i kinda learn from myself? or rather my experiences. I also get to go.. "Awww..that was so sweet"... and "Eww.. I did that Eh?" 

I remember having a couple of tunes played at the background to get me in the mood to type without stopping to think whats the next sentence. This feeling of regardless-ness and casualness is so enduring. Which brings me to wonder what i song was playing when i read that entry!!

Btw, Corrine May's 24hours is playing on the background now. Its labour day and i did NOTHING! yes.. the beauty of nua-ing.. Odd that i always resist this Nua-ing time. As i grow into lady-hood, i realise how precious nua time is. Sometimes its amazing how much work women have to do to keep their youth! Oouh! That constant battle. lol..

I like how things have evolved in my life. If my life was a movie.. I'd think my ratings were pretty decent! I may not fulfill the action and thriller or girly pop chick genre but i think my experiences arent just boring and simple. 

Sure there are curve-balls and the regular stressors but there were several snippets of the simple pleasures and the heart warming moments. Every year seems like a new chapter.. this story and movie will only get better! 

I'll be sure to think of blogging again when such a moment where i am filled with emotion and bursting occurs. Till then i'm leaving with a to be continued dangling carrot stick to entice you further into this story.. Adieu~~

Complaints of a very deprived child!

I cant believe i made breakfast. For the devil.

This is why family dynamics fall into place. I cant help being so careful in my choices for a LIFE long partner. Really its .. not a business partner where you can just split the shares of the company and just go separate ways.

LIFE LONG. Kinda means for better or for worst. And in this case, its worse. Awful and Annoyingly WORST. Blame my possible exageration and biasness on violent Tv and lack of MAJOR communication.

Parents. Insist on principles and set cultures for how you want to build up your own personalised family~ (Whippie! with a tad of sarcasm) You wont believe it but its so dang important to have these values. Even harder to keep it going as your kids grow up. ( Good luck with that)

Kids. Just do the right thing. Whatever makes sense to you and try our best to be independent against society. If your parents teach you well. Instilling values and what nots. Good for you. If not. You'll still live. Just maybe if your lucky you get to realize when you reach a certain age you can set your own values and thereafter continue to live by them.

Why cant people just do their roles well. Suck it up and be a MOM and DAD. I get the whole crap about eveyone is kinda not trained for the job. But Gosh.. What happens to self help books and other "EXTRA enrichment classes".

KIds when you grow up and BEFORE! you have kids of your own. See Parent Guide 101 and my little blurp above.

Good luck and Good life peeps.

Wants to be more girly!

I realised i havent used my girly powers that much. Being prissy and screaming EEEEKK.. Dirt. Fussing over tiny bugs and becoming a freak about uber cute things or anything that is pink.

Years of fighting the reality of the weaker sex and femininity didnt do me too much. I shall.. embrace! EMBRACE the Pinkness and Cuteness and all that comes with.

My Mantra so far= Individualistic Beauty with a tough slab of femininity.

Urge to Blog

Feeling a BIg urge to blog. But am not in the emo mood to reminisce. I'm feeling awfullytickled. Just want to post nice nice Arty Farty random Pictures to Decorate my entry. I decided to type in a few funky words and google image it and this is what i found.

Word: Peace

Picture Taken from here

Word: Boredom

Picture taken from here

Word: Elated

Picture taken from Here

Sorting out the obvious..

I got to get my life back in order again!!

My priorities are so messed up. =(

Procrastination is eating me inside... No more other people first.. ME ME ME! First.. Sigh.. I'm in my save the world traps again. You know how the air plane people always give instructions to parents(esp. Mums) to put on your mask first in an emergency before assisting your child t put his/hers on. THERE IS A GOOD ENOUGH REASON TO DO THAT! Crazy as it sounds... This blog to posted to constantly remind me again and again whenever i fall into this state of absolute to PICK MYSELF UP AGAIN!! =)

If i want to save the world.. I got to save me first=)

Uurgh.. I dunt like it that i'm impossibly bluntly right.

I'm gonna be smelling like daisies..

Smelling Great.. with the Bathed in Vanilla and forever with the trail of daisies scent..

Love this.

Today's Daily Bread

I like today's Daily Bread. Titled:

The Slowness Of Wisdom

When the Pharisees came to Jesus with the woman caught in adultery and asked Him what should be done with her, He knelt for a moment and scribbled in the sand (John 8:6-11). We have no idea what He wrote. But when they continued asking Him, Jesus responded in one short sentence: “He who is without sin among you, let him throw a stone at her first” (v.7). His few words accomplished much in confronting the Pharisees with their own sin, for they walked away one by one. Even today those words resound around the world.

Jesus had such a closeness to and dependence on His Father that He said of Himself, “Whatever I speak, just as the Father has told Me, so I speak” (12:50). Oh, that we had such a relationship with our Father that we knew how to respond with His wisdom!

Perhaps it begins with obeying James’ challenge to be “swift to hear, slow to speak” (1:19). This is not the slowness of ignorance, emptiness, timidity, guilt, or shame. But the slowness of wisdom born of dwelling quietly on the Lord and His thoughts.

We’re often told to stop and think before we speak. But I think we should take it much further and live a life where we’re always listening for God’s wisdom.

Lord, grant that we may hear You speak;
For truth within our hearts we seek;
For unto Christ we would be true
And know what He Himself would do. —D. De Haan

Listen to God before you speak for God.

AMEN AMEN AMEN...