It was a random day and suddenly i thought of reminding myself about my feelings and thoughts presently. Its been ages since i last had my verbal vomits or shared my epiphanies. Looking back once again on my other post dedicated for my ex, GOSH! i was really inspired! I love how i could pen down my thoughts at that moment to capture that emotion. I think it really does speak volumes. Perhaps even more that how a picture speaks a thousand words?
I love how i can "re-live" and "re-feel" such a special part of my life. Even the icky nasty bits. Somehow having such a recap gives me better insight and in a odd way i kinda learn from myself? or rather my experiences. I also get to go.. "Awww..that was so sweet"... and "Eww.. I did that Eh?"
I remember having a couple of tunes played at the background to get me in the mood to type without stopping to think whats the next sentence. This feeling of regardless-ness and casualness is so enduring. Which brings me to wonder what i song was playing when i read that entry!!
Btw, Corrine May's 24hours is playing on the background now. Its labour day and i did NOTHING! yes.. the beauty of nua-ing.. Odd that i always resist this Nua-ing time. As i grow into lady-hood, i realise how precious nua time is. Sometimes its amazing how much work women have to do to keep their youth! Oouh! That constant battle. lol..
I like how things have evolved in my life. If my life was a movie.. I'd think my ratings were pretty decent! I may not fulfill the action and thriller or girly pop chick genre but i think my experiences arent just boring and simple.
Sure there are curve-balls and the regular stressors but there were several snippets of the simple pleasures and the heart warming moments. Every year seems like a new chapter.. this story and movie will only get better!
I'll be sure to think of blogging again when such a moment where i am filled with emotion and bursting occurs. Till then i'm leaving with a to be continued dangling carrot stick to entice you further into this story.. Adieu~~
