Its true, what they say.

“Coincidence is God’s way of remaining anonymous”- Albert Einstein.

This is one of the little quotes from movie The leap years. I love this movie for its presentation concept, good plot about love, friendship, patience and mischievous fate. Corrine may's song is definately a cherry on top touch though. I feel like i can relate to her every song. Like it 's God's way of communication with me. The words that i couldn't express to him but so badly want to. Her songs are like the reassuring voices of God's. I feel like her song's give me strength. It explains and gives me the answers of hope. Her reassuring tone and lyrics triggers so many red flags in my heart. I really hopes she keeps singing. =)

My fav. song now is The Birthday song.

I have been asking for calmness and a clear head on a daily basis. On occasion i ask for a peek on a few pages in my life. I feel like i have been asking for alot and not returning anything. I dont feel so much so guilt, but more like i want to show my gratitude. I gotta ask sam again how i can do this. But lately because of Dr yap's dad's passing. I've been praying for him and also slowly realising how natural it is for me to turn to you for guidance and reassurance and i'm even initiating for a prayer. Even though i still dont really feel as comfortable using the proper way to say a prayer. I think .. wait.. I know I feel closer and closer to you now GOD.

Thank you for your angel's in disguise.

the 2 ppl in my life

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A sudden rush of emotions overwhelmed me today. I remember bawling like today a few years back. The same kinda painful release of emotions. I'm not your regular kick up a fuss and cry out loud and whine kinda girl. I have that cry silently held back want-to-be-brave sorta tears. Thankfully only very few besides family have seen me at my worst.

With bee swollened eyes, saliva and mucus slobbering in a curled up position. I really thought they were the best then. Even when they never said any comforting words after the breakup. I'm so thankful they just laid in bed and comforted me while i cried myself to sleep. After making that heart breaking decison then, I couldnt cry for days and felt so clogged up. While crying i remember thanking GOD for them.

Somehow, when weisze tells me that she is very proud of my efforts and gives me encouragement in forms of little letters and messages, I feel really awesome. I feel comforted that sometimes when i call sam when i fall sick he offers to come with food and comfort.

Our airport trips and cook outs. Even when our group becomes bigger with gfs and bfs.. I think i'd still have that bit of selfishness to meet with just the two of them to have our "intense grown up thoughts". I think its come to a point that i dont think i can survive properly without these 2 people somewhere hovering in my life. I miss you guys!! I havent given u guys a decent hug in years! We gotta find an excuse meet soon, Just us!