Finally got my fingers working on this and decided to do a CPR on my blog with faint pulse.
Signed up for Unisim today- BA Psychology with Business. Kudoos to that combo.
The Docs are heading into treating patient in chronic pain with medical and emotional issues. I figured i'd beat them to it and pick up a few skills to cope with that. I'm glad i'm settling nicely into twists of things and finally setting my foot down on the choice of what to study. Plus! I still get to do the marketing and advert part that i like(minus the boring accounting and econs bit).
Lately things have been a little(just a tinge) messy at home. BUT, i oddly feel really thankful though. The phrase, " What does not break you, will only make you stronger". Has a much deeper-roots-grown-in meaning now. Then again, " What does not break us, will only make us stronger"
I hate that i over think things sometimes. Not letting things flow unplanned, not allowing the people i love to make all the mistakes and wrong turns, always thinking i can help everyone and mistaking that everyone needs my help. This led to way to many sighs, worrying about being over worried about everyone's worries, alot of unnecessary emotional baggage, and not alot of time for myself. I've always said i want to do things for me. I feel awful that i keep procrastinating myself. I'm glad i'm taking baby steps to letting things FLOW and allowing certain people to GROW UP, without me medling too much into it.
On another note. I've seriously thought of joining the operation smiles group and teaching in nepal. Always thought that people who did this have gone bonkers. But... Yeah.. I think i'm heading into bonkerland.
The constant search for meaning in life. I think we should change that to constant search of things we feel good about and how we influence others positively yeah?
