Its true, what they say.

“Coincidence is God’s way of remaining anonymous”- Albert Einstein.

This is one of the little quotes from movie The leap years. I love this movie for its presentation concept, good plot about love, friendship, patience and mischievous fate. Corrine may's song is definately a cherry on top touch though. I feel like i can relate to her every song. Like it 's God's way of communication with me. The words that i couldn't express to him but so badly want to. Her songs are like the reassuring voices of God's. I feel like her song's give me strength. It explains and gives me the answers of hope. Her reassuring tone and lyrics triggers so many red flags in my heart. I really hopes she keeps singing. =)

My fav. song now is The Birthday song.

I have been asking for calmness and a clear head on a daily basis. On occasion i ask for a peek on a few pages in my life. I feel like i have been asking for alot and not returning anything. I dont feel so much so guilt, but more like i want to show my gratitude. I gotta ask sam again how i can do this. But lately because of Dr yap's dad's passing. I've been praying for him and also slowly realising how natural it is for me to turn to you for guidance and reassurance and i'm even initiating for a prayer. Even though i still dont really feel as comfortable using the proper way to say a prayer. I think .. wait.. I know I feel closer and closer to you now GOD.

Thank you for your angel's in disguise.

the 2 ppl in my life

Taken From

A sudden rush of emotions overwhelmed me today. I remember bawling like today a few years back. The same kinda painful release of emotions. I'm not your regular kick up a fuss and cry out loud and whine kinda girl. I have that cry silently held back want-to-be-brave sorta tears. Thankfully only very few besides family have seen me at my worst.

With bee swollened eyes, saliva and mucus slobbering in a curled up position. I really thought they were the best then. Even when they never said any comforting words after the breakup. I'm so thankful they just laid in bed and comforted me while i cried myself to sleep. After making that heart breaking decison then, I couldnt cry for days and felt so clogged up. While crying i remember thanking GOD for them.

Somehow, when weisze tells me that she is very proud of my efforts and gives me encouragement in forms of little letters and messages, I feel really awesome. I feel comforted that sometimes when i call sam when i fall sick he offers to come with food and comfort.

Our airport trips and cook outs. Even when our group becomes bigger with gfs and bfs.. I think i'd still have that bit of selfishness to meet with just the two of them to have our "intense grown up thoughts". I think its come to a point that i dont think i can survive properly without these 2 people somewhere hovering in my life. I miss you guys!! I havent given u guys a decent hug in years! We gotta find an excuse meet soon, Just us!

Just Thought it time to revive this sleepy blog

With my dusty Mac and the nice weather i've decided to do some updates. Stuff been happening New people in my life, Unexpected epiphanies, Changes in Perspective, @ the work place "DANCES", Graduation, Secret VOdka Rendevous.

I'm very thankful for the new people that HE has added into my life. Like a good pot of stew i think we blend in very well. I'm bowled over yet again at how a sincere hug and gentle words can make me weak in the knees. Also, it never ceases to amaze me how sincerity can reach out to the coldest of persons. I will try to emulate that amazing sincere heart to the ones i care about.

I miss cooking. You know how they say if you cook with your heart food kinda taste better and all? I used to think that that was all BULL. Later i found that it had some truth in it. No wonder my food tastes .. different lately.

Dental Nurse school Graduation! Oh oh! and the After party! Sweet Sweet flowers!

Zaid's still sending me selective songs that have meaning to them. Today his song post is switchfoot's GONE. (plus some oddly random Gundam robot thing)

Looks like the Secret VOdka De-stressing Sessions have been an essential part of life.

These word from him" Just be yourself ... I believe in you"  was enough 

to get me blurry and in a puddle of tears. =)

I'm very grateful for u!

BSc(Hons) Visual Communication with Business

Yeap! This is it! UniSIM here i come!!

So excited about this!!!! Thank goodness for this dynamic course combination. Its like its calling out to me. Of course the branding and marketing aspect of the course appeals to me. WhoOOo.. and the visual communications and advertising part just simply like a very juicy cherry on a already yummy pure vanilla ice cream adds to all the euphoria. 

Even though after i graduate i'd be closer to my expiry date(sherms implies).

But Hmm. Crazy thought-thats the least on my mind! Who says getting married earlier equals a happily ever after!(Me: Spits back)

I just hope i dont drown in all this overwhelm-ment. I am glad i am taking new steps into the unknown!! Haha.. Now i have an excuse to pursue photography. =)

Check out NAFA's graduate projects -

Link up!

( Some really decent pieces)

Day and Night.. Cats and Dogs.. Love and Hate..

This song has a nice happy tune to it... Until you see the lyrics. 

I like how day and night the lyrics and tune are. The contrast kinda make it a pretty match. Hmm.. Kinda like most odd things in life huh!~

Note: Play it on my entertainment corner *look left*

Lene Marlin

I'm sitting down here

Sitting down here your words cut rather deeply,
Theyre just some other lies
Im hiding from a distance,
Ive got to pay the price
Defending all against it,
I really dont know why
Youre obsessed with all my secrets,
You always make me cry
You seem to wanna hurt me
No matter what I do
Im telling just a couple,
But somehow it gets to you
But Ive learned how to get revenge
And I swear youll experience that some day

Im sitting down here,
But hey you cant see me, kinda invisible
You dont sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
Just thought I would join you for one day
Im sitting down here,
But hey you cant see me

Im trying not to avoid you,
Just dont wanna hear your voice
When you call me up so often,
I really dont have a choice
Youre talking lie you know me
And wanna be my friend
But thats really too late now,
I wont try it once again
You may think that Im loser,
That I dont really care
You may think that its all forgotten,
But you should be aware
Cause Ive learned to get revenge
And I swear youll experience that some day

Im sitting down here,
But hey you cant see me
Kinda invisible
You dont sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
But sure I wanna join you one day

This song STINGS doesnt it! Definately written by a revengeful girl. Haha..

My Ah Ma!

My AH Ma is just oozing cuteness. Yesterday at her place we were talking about my uncle's wedding in October. The aunties were asking me to "Look out" for a little shawl or a nice sparkly cropped jacket for Ah Ma to match the very vintage beige sleeveless gown. 

Ah Ma is super excited about the wedding and what to wear and stuff but is trying to be super nonchalent and acting all its okay fuss free about things but she is fussing over what bag to match with the shoes she might wear and if the jewelry is enough. So adorable ~

So i got her to do a little fashion show for me to try out that very aged beige dress. I helped her get dress. its so cute cos i have limited hokkien vocabulary and she and i communicate by playing charades most of the time. She was getting tangled in the petticoat(inner layer of dress). I think i did the cutest thing. I raised both my hands up and told Ah Ma to do the same while i help her adjust the heavy gown. I chuckled at my suddenly memory of Ah ma changing my clothes for me when i was little. After much fussing,now here comes the double irony. Turns out... That she grown outta it! 

Ah ma reminds me so much of my mum. She has this very cute "HOO-HAAR" quality about her. When they discover something new or semi-shocking. They Do a HOO! and HAAR! sound effect. She was like "AiyOo ~~~Buai Sai Cheng"( AiyooO cannot wear ah) with loads of giggles, followed by loads of other sound effects like HOoo OOrh.. OO...OOhh.. and HAAR~

Then after the dress event we got into all the other details like jewelry la... makeup la... Shoes la... Hair la.. bag la.. and did the "HoOO.. HAAR" thing all over again.

So turns out my aunts are not gonna be able to take leave to come in the tea ceremony thing so they are giving me the task to look out for Ah ma and get her prepared for the wedding and all the other chinese traditional stuff (which i have not clue about)  like red eggs and what not. But really i am really excited to get ah ma all dolled up for it! I'll post a picture of her soon! Stay tuned in October for it!

AHHA......My AH MA is so cute lah!